Bleak.



I hate this love song


BUT I LOVE THIS LOVE SONG! - lol ok only BB fans will get it.


Due to the fact that my vacation internship application to DSI got rejected, I'll be entirely free for my 3-month long break. Dk whether to be :) because I'll be free to do whatever non-mugging related things that I want or :( because I got freaking rejected by DSI, i mean who on earth gets rejected for an internship?! So that's one less thing to include in my transcript :(


So in order to make full use of the long break (and also to distract myself from the fact that I got rejected lol), I came up with a to-do list (which I'm hoping to clear as many as possible)(not in order of importance)!


1) Get my driver's license! (cus my mom told me to do so lol)
2) LEARN KOREAN, complete beginners at least (in prep of my SEP to Korea ♥)
3) ATTEND KOREAN MUSIC WAVE 2011 - 15 JULY! But the ticket sale starts in end April which will clash with my exams and idk what to do :((
3) Repaint my house!
4) Decorate my room (after #3 is completed)
5) Go overseas at least once (plsplsplspls let this be true!)
6) Get a holiday job
7) Diving trip with WC!
8) Start on Vampire Diaries
9) Read Mini Shopaholic, The Lost Symbol, House Rules, Last Night At Chateau Marmont, Time Traveler's Wife, Sing You Home and Safe Haven
10) Pick up smthg new, like..erm..yoga (lol)? dancing (major LOL)?
11) Volunteer for smthg/somewhere! :))


I guess all these should be enough to fill up my break, more than enough in fact! Not forgetting the mandatory holiday-to-dos: meet ups and SHOPPING! Sooooooo deprived of shopping, it's killing me! :(( and nope I don't even shop online, sad huh?



The Ballad of Mona Lisa


Say what you mean
Tell me I'm right
And let the sun rain down on me
Give me a sign
I wanna believe


14 more days.


Did pretty badly (read: screwed up) for my mid terms and I desperately need to do well for finals.


But for now, one more lab report and viva to go before starting on hardcore mugging..



A Goose's Dream


I have a dream,
Even if I'm thrown away or ripped to shreds
Deep in my heart
I have a dream as precious as gem


If by chance, without a reason,
Somebody ridicules me behind my back
I should be patient
I would wait just for that day.


As you always worry,
You say that foolish dreams are poisonous.
Just like a book that tells us about the end of the world
There's the reality that we can't turn back already


Yes I have a dream.
I believe in that dream
Please watch over me
Standing in front of that cold wall called fate
I can firmly face it


One day I will pass over that wall
And be able to fly
As high as the sky
This heavy thing called life can't tie me down
At the end of my life, on the other day that I can smile, let's be together


Yes I have a dream.
I believe in that dream
Please watch over me
Standing in front of that cold wall called fate
I can firmly face it


One day I will pass over that wall
And be able to fly
As high as the sky
This heavy thing called life can't tie me down
At the end of my life, on the other day that I can smile, let's be together


Yes I, I have a dream
I believe in that dream.
Please watch over me
Standing in front of that cold wall called fate.
I can firmly face it


One day I will pass over that wall
And be able to fly
As high as the sky
This heavy thing called life can't tie me down
At the end of my life, on the other day that I can smile, let's be together



Intuition




Just finished our last event working together as an exco. Good job MSESIG! :D


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P.S. I just watched the last ep of WGM Yongseo couple and I'm damn sad because I don't want it to end :((



XRD IS KILLING ME


Worst lab report EVER. The concepts seemed like Greek to me so all the while I've been trying to comprehend a totally new language by reading and writing in it.


Just kill me already.


Sorry guys but I just need an avenue to let off my steam-of-frustration before I explode under pressure. Decided to do it here because there has been a lot of people doing so on facebook alr so I guess it will not make any difference even if I do so there. So..yup lol.




Step by step, 1 2 3


Just had a wonderful supper with three of my awesome girlfriends. We were actually on our way home when someone (was it jas or sher?) suggested supper and the next moment, we were on our way to our supper destination in sherlin's car. I just love random/spontaneous get-togethers like this, no? Sometimes I feel that if something is too 'planned' or 'organized', it might turn out to be not as enjoyable. Take your life as an example. Though leading a 'planned' lifestyle might be the safest, I feel that we should be more spontaneous at times. Don't you agree?


Anyhows.


Before supper, we attended Jon Lim's 21st at his place- thanks wobbly for the invite! :) Anyway, there are TOO MANY March and April babies! (Not that I'm complaining or anything, I love all of my friends :D) I celebrated two 21st for the past 2 consecutive weekends so today was the third and there's gonna be another one next weekend! Gawd..that'll make 4 celebrations in 4 weeks! >.<


Alright, back to my XRD lab report. But, but..XRD makes me wanna cry T.T


I need more spontaneity in my life..