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One is to live as though nothing is a miracle,
and another is to live as though everything is a miracle.

Just a simple blog written by a simple girl
about her simple life :)

it's alr the end of jan. time really flies.

81 left just when i reached the interchange. felt so gay when i ran after it but the bus uncle won't let me up. sigh. and melvin laughed at me for not being able to chase after it cos he was on that bus.

lessons weren't as taxing today. at the very least, i managed to keep awake throughout :) esp for physics because mr cha's a really interesting teacher. the joke btwn him and the guys bout the 'malnourished' issue was freaking hilarious! and he showed us the videos on the physics toys. lol so nice :)

after school, some left for ogl meeting. sigh, OGL meeting leh! :'( btw, i think i haven't mention this, my ogl application wasn't successful. sian. and before this, jaoob gave me false hope by saying tt he was kinda certain i wld get in. eeks. anyway, tt would mean i'll miss out on all the orientation fun! i heard tt the rest of us might still have to study while the orientation people are enjoying themselves. so sad right?

ohya. so, while the rest left for their meeting and cca respectively, me and shuning went home. yup and in the evening i went to jog at the stadium. but the rounds i ran were pathetic la so actually they sum up to nothing. plus i ate so much for dinner :(

ohymgod you knw what, i just found out something! HE was from my pri school- SHPS. btw, HE = #1 eye candy. #2 is special eye+soul candy :) this is called FATE. lol. F-A-T-E. i went to check the yearbook and found him. i'm quite certain that it's him even though he looked diff then.

sorry for the emo post yesterday. haha it might make no sense to you because you have no clue what was i rambling about. it was really hard to make out the content though. btw, if you're thinking it's the ogl thing, it's not. LOL. anyway, thanks for the concern people. don't worry :) i'm fine now, i guess so.

cold morning. bad morning. bad day.

i knw this might sound alil gay as to why am i so affected by such a minor thing. you might too be thinking, "what's wrong with her?" i have to get this off my chest. so, please pardon me. but just now, i actually felt like crying, or rather, i almost did. what a wimp. i had no idea why i was feeling tt way cos i had alr expected this and told myself not to get affected by it but i just can't control myself.

i feel lousy. i feel sucky. i'm such a screw up.

see my marks for econs test.

got briefed for road race during pe. yeah atlas won last year :) hope we'll win again. had floorball at 445 which was like so late lor =/ the exfloorball girls came to coach us. they seemed really nice btw. did some basic stuff and played matches. went tamp lib to return a book and walked home after tt.

i'm sleeping early tonight. today has been a really long and tiring day.

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i think i like you.

tuition-ed. tony was 1/2 hour early.

went out to find my running shoes. but i didn't find any that i liked. so i went to look for clothes and tried on some dresses. but i ended up buying nth again. sad ehs? sigh, i want nice clothes!!

urrgh. there's this stupid GP project tt we have to complete by next week! though our topic, Image Consciousness, is quite easy, i don't knw where to start from. haha. and worse, i don't knw what to include in the final presentation! even though i've got some really silly ideas in mind. haha.

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Stop the comparisons, please.

meiqi *heart* huangyi :)

the cake.

BALLOONS

the decorated shelter. nice right?

birthday girl cuts the cake and it becomes..

THIS!!

the cute penguins.

dear and hy

group

dear and hying

huiru!

advertising for vegetable cracker. lol.

this is not a tissue. because this is a serviette.

senghoe

dear and i, with the err- pink moon.

erzi. anyway this pic looks so fake.

birthday girl! she looks so cute in this pic :)

mrs phua and her baby =X

chuiying and glendon

pink&black balloons

reverse their arrangement and you'll get black&pink!

the movie, the MONSTER, is coming to screen soon. starring Loo Huang Yi.

this is part of the trailer.

an eg of someone with bird flu. [front view]

[side view]

hope you enjoyed yourself gianhui! :) rmb, i love you.

firstly, happy birthday to my love- gianhui. anyway, i'm supposed to scold her here but now i'm too lazy to :D

me and huangyi met up at around 330 to buy the stuff for dear's birthday celebration. ohmygod we looked like 2 chao aunties carrying the plastic bags walking around tmall. and the 4 1.5L drinks were so heavy! now we're 2 muscle-aunties :( attempted to find her present but we gave up due to our heavy burden.

sorry dear, we'll make it up to you with a belated one!

bought her cake and the rest came. and cool, we decorated the 'shelter' with balloons, crepe paper streamers and candles! btw, it was at sun plaza park. haha. dear, you should be so appreciative of what we had done. cheeze! we had such a hard time keeping all the candles lited while waiting for her arrival.

yay, she cried, alil bit :)

ate the cake and they played UNOstacko after that. yeah we took photos too! left at around 1030 after cleaning up and stuff. urrgh, so tired!

ANYWAY!

i'm loved.
i'm loved.
i'm loved.

i'm loved by everyone!

self-brainwashing- because someone's telling me to be more positive looking!

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How i wished you meant what you said.

lessons ended early today. so our cg went to have lunch together at tmall before the science fiesta. but the guys went kfc and the girls pastamania. lol. anyway, the guys were so funny on the train. i can't tahan their jokes leh!

some of us wasn't involved in the competitions so we went for tt stargazing thing. ohymgod the constellations were so pretty! :) and i finally knew the name of that so frequently seen 3 stars aligned into a line constellation- Orion. sigh. astronomy seems so interesting but too bad there is no such course. and even if i were to study further, there would be no future to it because it is too impractical.

Orion is quite a large figure in the night sky. The key to finding him is his belt - the three stars of similar brightness running through the middle of the constellation.

we walked around trying out the different experiments after that. there was the prize presentation and went home after that.

i'm seeing so little of my eye candy in school lately! eeeyer, nort funn derrhs.

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I was waiting but there wasn't even a glance from you.

dedicated to ONG SENG HOE: happy belated birthday!

we ran for PE again. 3 rounds within the school compound- 2.6km. was so tired after the run. wait let me rephrase tt: ran till hair-hair-jiao can. haha huangyi, still rmb? tt was your phrase :)

err. okay. physics tutorial was quite fun because we had to do a presentation on precision and accuracy. LOL all grps used ppt except ours so we thought tt our report would suck. but it turned out funny! gary represented the true value and the rest of us were the other values. we had to stand in diff positions to illustrate the diff situations. anyway, mr cha was so rich! he actually gave each grp a box of Ferroro Rocher. 16 chocs in a box and 7 grps in total. and he showed us an article of him being featured in the newpapers. omg, so cool!

it was a brrr-ing cold day today. i even covered myself with a blanket when i slept in the afternoon. and now i'm having a splitting headache. urrrgh!!

Spread the heat; spread the love.

so many tutorials today :(

during recess, adam asked me bout the ogl interview. and sheesh he told me not to think too much about it and everyth will turn out fine. henry said tt last night too. sigh, but anyway i've given up hope on it alr. well, STILL, i'll look forward to being a freshie again during orienation 2.

ohya, happy birthday LIFANG aka wo-de-ren! =D

there was no training for the J1s today. so, me, hiangling and melvin didn't have to stay back for cca. haha yeah :) eeks. i had cold chengteng just now because i was feeling alil better. but i went into a coughing fit after that. haha i knw i huo2 gai1.

Just a little bit of you will do.

bad day.

urrgh. wth. i did that damn GP essay till 130. i started at 1030 and actually planned to stop at 1130. but in the end, i spent lots of time staring cluelessly at that piece of paper. CHEEEZE! this is so gay.

my throat's still feeling alil uncomfortable, causing me to cough and spam on the Vicks cough drops throughout the lectures/tutorials. anyway, i started to get really sleepy after recess. lessons became so unbearable :(

we stayed back to do the lanterns for the CNY competition. lol we split into 2 groups to make 2 lanterns. and you should have seen how crappy our lantern looked like =X it was supposed to be a ball and after tt we decided on a diamond which still looked alil deformed.

and then it was the OGL interview: tt terrible and horrible interview! it was pressurizing enough to face a whole panel of interviewers and it was EVEN WORSE to go for the interview with 4 other really pro people. i was alr feeling extremely nervous when i stepped into the room and after hearing their perfect english ohmygod-ly answers [i was the last to ans the 1st qn], i immediately felt like running out of the room. the intense pressure was really too much for me to handle! plus, the SCs and the teacher did not seem tt friendly and it just made the situation a whole lot worse. my lack of confidence could be seen from the stammerings, which would surely leave a not-so-good impression on them. i knw that i must be optimistic but the truth was alr there: my probability of being an OGL is almost 0 when i compete with people like them.

sigh, this is so demoralising.

alright. this is to melvin, who thinks tt i'm lying:
Studying is indeed NO LIFE but we have no choice!

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jean- the original TKG-rian.

the TKG girls :D

mass uniform exchange! kl's wearing mine =X

i went to school with no voice!

err. yeah. we exchanged uniforms among ourselves during recess. heh so fun! :) i wore jocelyn's one: TKGS. lol. they say i got TKG look lor!! haha.

` `iii beri shyy-shyy worrx __ ]]*

LOL. crap -.- btw, i haven't got the pics yet. but they'll be up soon!

CHEEZE. btw, econs tutorial sucks. the teacher was soooo boring. chem practical too. we did titration. awww felt so secondary sch :) for PE, we ran one round outside the school, which was 1.5km. and hey, i didn't feel as tired as last thurday. i took 81 to inter and i walked home. hmmms was actually quite nice because it was cooling. maybe i'll do tt everyday :D

'hoorays' to homework. sigh. i've got a GP essay to finish + tons of tutorials! ANYWAY, i've got great news! i got into floorball. i just hope i'll get into college team though :)

i woke up and realised sth so gay! i lost my voice! ohymgod. i was only capable of producing pathetic sounds. sheesh.

had tuition with tony. okay this is not being kiasu. i just don't want to fall back on the lectures/tutorials. honestly, my ability of absorbing new information is really weak. ESP for maths! tt's why tony is here to help me. lol. anyway, tuition was quite silent, with only tony speaking.

my brother and i baked chocolate cakes, using tt cakemix left over from kylie's birthday. and yeah, my papa said it tasted quite nice. but it was tormenting for me! chocolate would worsen my sorethroat.

i can speak more normally now. not normal = probability of zaoxia+poyin is TOO high. which was what happened in the morn. tt was why i chose not to speak. eeks. but still i don't want to go to school with this voice :(

I WANT TO WATCH PHANTOM OF THE OPERA. anybody else saw the ad?

visited co again, this time with jasmine. yeah, finally heard their zidingqu which was quite nice. but i still prefer xingkong :) haha anyway jasmine got sabotaged by the conductor!

ate and den we left for ngee ann poly. on the long train ride to clementi, we did sth ridiculously retarded. we shared a earpiece each and acted out the lyrics. lol the people who saw us must have thought we were 2 lunatics!

for eg:

Seems like just yesterday, you [points to jas] were a part of me [points to me]
I used to stand so tall, I used to be so strong [acts as muscleman]
Your arms around me tight [self-embrace] , everything it felt so right
Unbreakable [tries to break sth], like nothing could go wrong [makes a cross]

at nap, jasmine enquired bout the diff courses in hms and fms. she was more interested in hms though. left at bout 5 and i took the long train ride back to tamp alone. poor lil' me :'(

{the below para is redundant to read actually. i just feel shuang :D)

but it was so worth it! there was this guy who boarded the train at clementi too. he's so ohmygod-ly charming can! he wore this white longsleeved collar shirt which made him so mature. actually yeah, i think he's 20 or alil over 20. and he has abit of the korean look la! we even made eye contact a few times okaayy >.< but he alighted at simei, why not tampines! ahhh eye contact again when he passed the door, i was leaning on the glass panel you see. SHUANG!

alright, eye candy time's over!

ohya, i saw jean on the train too. passed gian her co shirt and met the rest.

this outing was glen's birthday celebration btw. we had dinner at some restaurant called country manna. me and huiru ordered the same food, teriyaki chicken. was quite yummy :) yeah and after our meal, the cake arrived! presented our BALL to him. lol.

played some mind games that almost drove huangyi to insanity. haha it was fun tricking her though :P went arcade and watched them play their games. lol. we played ji-gu-ba on the train back.

anyway, sorethroat = sexy voice.

maths T. early recess. boring physics practical. maths L.

early dismissal! went home to change before meeting the rest at TP. we were there for the openhouse btw [haha- feihua]. that hospitality and tourism skit was soooo funny! ohmygod. it really made me laughOUTloud. and that cow from the CCM made huangyi so erotic.

see, i was right. she enjoys being sexually aroused! =X

i got reprimanded, or rather, scolded/yelled by jasmine+huiying because i was leaving when they wanted me to stay. made me feel contradictingly guilty+maligned. guilty because i sort of ps them; maligned because i was not the only who was leaving then.

anyway i've got a slight sorethroat so my tendency to zaoxia and poyin is higher!

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i can't take it anymore. that's why i'm considering whether i should make that move. but i wonder what would result from something as bold as that.

A likes B but B likes C.

did running for PE. 1 warm up round + 4 rounds. and surprisingly, for someone like me who had not exercise for like ages, i did not stop to walk at all.

COMPASS lesson was gay! lol. grouped ourselves in 5 or 6. we had to make a tower with just some pieces of paper. no glue, no staplers, no scotchtape. just paper. haha. and only the leader, me, was allowed to speak. in the end, our tower looked like wth! you shld have seen how pathetic looking it was.

met up with huangyi at tm to do some stuff. and i finally got my stationeries!

sigh. i'm feeling so slack now. acks i don't feel like doing my tutorials at all! anyway, just sth tt has no link at all, i think my physics tutor's really nice :) mr randall cha, if i'm not wrong. he showed us this clip which he claimed 'induced the interest for physics in him'.

I can only watch you from afar now.

the sky was filled with stars this morn (:

lectures and tutorials again. had house meeting after school. blahblah blah. there's the road race and the CNY competition. went to get the scholarship application form with stacia after that. lol. Olvls results are not even out yet.

i'm dreading tmr. because there is PE and i don't wanna run! :'(

I thought i was the one, but now, my hopes are dashed.

PICTURES. lots of camwhoring. not just me okayyy. lol you'll see :)