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One is to live as though nothing is a miracle,
and another is to live as though everything is a miracle.

Just a simple blog written by a simple girl
about her simple life :)

eh. i can't recall most of the stuff that happened in school.

romantic lunch #2 with darling. K FINE. I DATED YOU OUT. HAPPY?. haha. i went in tpj to find her first and yay, i saw her gerold look-alike. err i didn't have a clear view of him but there's this lil' bit of resemblance and he's quite cute :X rest assure hy, i won't steal yours. cos mine's cuter =D and oh. hy got struck by a bad bad news :( poor thing. k, so we went to have our suan la tang together. so sweet right?

i was watching mtv and chanced upon this jesse mccartney's video- Just So You Know. and now, i'm so in love with him! HE'S SO CUTE!

melts.

MY Jesse Mccartney!

i'll post pictures of him now and then. admire and love him :)

nth much happened today except tt we got conned for the maths test. did my best for it but ended up we're marking it ourselves! then econs test was after tt. went to eat after tt with some of them and HOME!

you wanna knw sth? sigh, i kinda miss co. i miss playing my liuqin.

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listen to this song PLEASE. it's so- err cute? you'll love the chorus :)

Grace Kelly- Mika

(part of chorus)

I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet like sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like

TWICE. SO CLOSE.

PE was dumb and tiring. and i still had floorball after that. so much for laughing at others on their cca days :'( we did the usual stuff so it was quite alright. except for sth..

Coach: The college team just finished running 18 rounds.

WTH. 18 rounds. E-I-G-H-T-E-E-N rounds leh! imagine tt! i run 6 rounds alr want to die le. k, i'm reconsidering floorball. i wonder if i can even make it to college team cos the rest of the J1s are really good. and even if i do, i doubt i would be able to survive in there. i can't meet the mark. i'm not good enough.

I bear no more hope. I can only wish you all the best.

i watched A Walk To Remember today :) sweet sweet show. though not comparable to the book, cos they left out lots of scenes. still, it's good! anyway, landon carter's the sweetest guy on earth!

Jamie and Landon (Mandy Moore and Shayne West)

SHAYNE WEST!!

epic movie was pure senseless humour. watch it if you're desperate for laughs.

anyway, i spent the whole day infront of the tv watching vcd =X but hey, i did do some hw!

i'm feeling down :(

paul kim's out :( and i thought he had a really good voice.

You're the light
when i close my eyes

i have nth to blog about so i'll just introduce a really nice song :) it is one of the song used in the movie A Walk To Remember. YAY. i'm waiting for the movie to d/l and can finally get to watch it!

(blog music temporary turned off)

Only Hope- Mandy Moore

There's a song that's inside of my soul.
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold
But you sing to me over and over and over again

So I lay my head back down
and I lift my hands and pray
to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again

So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray
to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

I give you my destiny
I'm giving you all of me
I want your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs
I'm giving it back

So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray
to be only yours I pray
to be only yours I pray
to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

back to school today. and i realised sth this morn, he takes the same bus as me!

oooh, shuang :)

romantic lunch with DARLING near her school. she made the first move to date me out lor :D she had her sour & spicy suan la tang. followed her back to her sch and she labelled me as an unintentional crasher. lol. attended her ogl meeting [which lasted for a really short while].

ogl ogl ogl ogl :'(

fine lor. don't need interview one. just hand in the form and tts all.

SOUVENIR OF THE DAY:
The ogl form tt i managed to gop. i'll just take it as a form of self consolation.

being a v v v v v -> infinity KIND soul [with curled hair. LOL], i accompanied her and waited for her cca to start. lol. so the both of us just mugged at the canteen. we were the only ones doing so btw. i was a good influence cos she said tt she would get addicted to doing hw when she's with me.

alright. i better finish my homework because there's american idol later.

goodbye and take care :)

left in the early morning.

both my ah gong and ah po looked really reluctant to see us leave. i could see my mummy holding back her tears when my ahpo started crying. it was really heartbreaking as they seldom actually get the chance to meet. and for my ahgong, i'm glad tt he's alr feeling much better. i still rmb tt period when he got hospitalized in singapore. my mummy really cried when she heard bout his condition.

well. k, so i'm back now. missed me? :)

mahjong + cards + winnings = GREAT FUN

went to the fields today where they grow the veggies and stuff. haha we even wore a straw hat each can! anyway it was so cool la, seeing all the diff crops.

amongst the pea pods (i think so)

see the coconut tree sway!

padi field

anyway, they kept this really cute dog.

cute right?

and then this other dog from some other household came.

they were actually playing with each other but soon after they started fighting o.0

SEE! MY UNCLE. lol. my meimei took this hilarious pic =X

took a boat to my aunt's house [my GUGU JIA. lol.]

more fireworks & firecrackers today! :)

a happy lunar new year to all.

ONE; the starry night sky was dazzling :)

TWO; i had seen more fireworks tonight than in my entire lifetime. no, not firecrackers, fireworks. it was so cool!

sheesh. woke up at a nonsensical hour of 330 because we were taking the 610 flight. ahhh. i was still in ever-sweet dreamland!

i curled my hair :/ and am regretting it now. sigh! umm. and den i took neoprint with my cousins. lol. it wasn't as nice as those in singapore but it was so much cheaper. so, who cares? :D

the hibiscus's so pretty! so is my meimei :)

HEH. see my new hair.

i wore my new orange shoes to school today :)

PE was gay. we did standing broadjump and i only managed a 160+.

part of 07S202 went tm after school but i didn't follow. i had to go home to P-A-C-K. lol. anyway, if u didn't knw, i'm leaving for china tmr morning. whoo, it's my first time spending chinese new year overseas! i won't be around from 16 - 20. so, don't miss me too much! :D esp all my new found loves- jean, lf and qq!

but then. i won't get to visit nas tmr :'(

LOVE is

like a piece of art work, even the smallest bit can be so beautiful
happiness given back and forth
forgetting yourself to someone who is always remembering you at all times
meant to be known by the heart, not by the eyes
life. and if you miss love, you miss life
when no words are spoken and yet, you can still hear that person
giving more than expected and being there when least expected
not just something; it's everything
not love 'til you give it away
a sign from heaven that you are here for a reason

it's Valentine's Day and Friendship Day today!

i did the vday cards till bout 1-2 last night. ohmy. and i haven't finished all of them yet. sorry for some of the belated presents!

many thanks to:

erzi for the flower and card, huangyi DARLING for the rose [sunflower better lor! =X], hafiza for the choc, wusuan for the lollipop, shuning for the peg, serene for the sweets, shiying for the card, chew for her cookies, shanshan for the card and stick, cheexuan for the note, henry for the sweet card, jean DEAR for the card, heart, sweets and keychain, jiahui for the cookies and present, lynn for her sweets, chengyew for the purple wired heart and an unknown for a packet of sweets. LOL.

it was really an unknown lor. cause ma rui passed it to me when she saw me and said tt her friend had extra. so she gave it to me and wished me happy friendship day at the same time.

anyway, puaykai's my angel! haha and he was actually intending to keep it from me but serene leaked out the secret. WHOOPS! =X

Presents! and the pretty roses :) though i still prefer sunflowers. haha.

SIGH. lonely valentine's because i've got no date! i actually went home straight after school to rot. sad right? i'm so envious seeing so many sweet couples around! i shld go and get myself attached soon. whahaha.

but nvm la. i saw my eyecandy [my 2nd #1], which is enough! :)

my angel's so sweet can :) a pretty pink rose and hershey's kisses!

anyway we won the crane folding competition. yay! and just sth random- lifang, qiqin and jean are fighting over me now :D see, told you i'm too irresistible.

anyway have i mentioned tt i saw Orion for the past few nights? :) so cool!

today's outing was actually supposed to be a CG outing but only 7 people turned up. pathetic right? :'( k. so we played pool. lol. jonlim and gang were there too. sheesh. arcade and den we went to slack at mac. ahhhh. it was so crappish. our talks were all crap la. haha. was fun though :)

alright. pictures.

during lunch with my meimei and mummy. heh :D

putting on the ring for jean :) we just got married. LOL.

awww. so sweet right? don't be envious.

chengyew, the ex-bimbo =X and PRO VJ guy

i was trying to get him to act emo but apparently it failed.

i still haven't made up my mind! SIGH :( mj or tj?

went esplanade with hy and my family to watch a concert. the orchestra version of I Believe is so nice :)

finally bought my sport shoes :) yay. they're orange but i'm afraid it would look weird becos orange's a striking colour! :D haha. and i bought a bag too. nice nice!

i feel like getting married after watching some korean drama =X

WONDEFUL DAY OUT WITH DARLING HUANGYI.

err. okay basically i went shopping with hy at far east. today was more productive than our last shopping trip to bugis- that experience was horrible! i got a necklace and a shirt. hy got earrings, hp pouch and shoes. YAY. congrats to us :)

several weird things happened today.

ONE: i accidentally poked huangyi's ear with the satay stick.
TWO: there was a weird announcement at the mrt station. "The train to Jurong East is too crowded. Please do not board." and the train tt arrvied was practically empty -.-
THREE: someone thought that far east was at Jurong =X
FOUR: someone was SO fascinated by the changing advertisement boards.

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URRGH. after receiving the results, i wasn't in any dilema about which jc to go to. i was very certain about staying in mj. i was almost 100% sure! but just now. yunhui psycho-ed me bout all the pros of tj. she made tj out to sound so good, so appealing. and now my stand is shaken :( it's 50-50 now. i really really don't knw where to go from here and i'm worried i would make the wrong choice. what if i can't survive the fast paced lectures/tutorials and independent learning in tj?

IAMSOCONFUSEDRIGHTNOW!

went to bowl at safra in the morn before having lunch at tmart.

i was feeling so nervous when it was time to go in the hall- TOO NERVOUS. it started with mr chua's speech and he was like: your batch has done better than the previous 2 batches. and we cheered like mad la. ohmygod. and when my name was shown on the 8 distinctions list, i was feeling so ohmygod. i almost cried!

recevied our results. i can't believe my eng got A2. lol. my oral, compre and compo was so screwed up and i still managed to get an A. and my higher chi too! i really expected a B3 lor. sheesh but my biggest disappointment of the day was my comb humanities. it corrupted my results slip la! out of all the As sprouted a C6. spoiler right? such a disgrace can!

but still, i'm really glad that my hardwork paid off this time around.

okok. so after all the commotion after receiving the results, we went tmall but i came back to school at 5 :) yays. liu laoshi promised to treat those with distinctions for chi to a meal. so she brought us to sakura at downtown east. ohymgod. she's so rich la! $24(+2) X 8 = $208 anyway i ate till i was soooo full! in fact, everybody did. haha.

XIE XIE LIU LAO SHI =)

anyway, i think almost everybody did exceptionally well this time around. yeah, good job people! :) so, to the '07 sec 4 batch, do us proud k? haha.

I am a happy girl today.

CG :) ms liu very cute right? haha.

chem test was totally screwed up can. i didn't study but it wasn't going to be of much help even if i did. it was more of a time constraint problem. tts why i didn't finish the paper =/ eeks. out first official test in jc- gone, just like that.

anyway. lewis is so so so freaking clever! he topped the level for their chem test.

for compass lesson, we had to express our feelings by drawing on a piece of paper and present it to the class. after tt, we had to write a small note to wish good luck to one of our classmates :) so sweet right?

CHA JIAN ER GUO experience with that specs guy again- SHUANG =D

me, cy and jean took part in tt crane folding comp and we actually qualified for the next round. went downtown east with shan, glen and jon. gerold got the ogl thing. glen had his burger at subway and the rest of us ate the pie at BK. haha we just sat there and crapped la.

tmr's the BIG day.

lol our grp finally finished our skit! credits to CY- for risking his reputation as a guy :) anyway hy was supposed to go out with me after sch but she ps me =/ left me alone. fine lor. i didn't have lunch lor. you never buy sunflower for me lor. win liao lor.

i have totally no clue bout thermal physics at all. esp ideal gas. wth is that? i need help. URGENT help. someone. coach me. PLEASE.

CHEEEZE! Olvl results out this friday- confirmed.

angel&mortal game is not played between J1s and J2s :( sigh! instead, btwn classes of the SAME LEVEL. sad right? no chance of having my eye candy for my angel/mortal. anyway, i got chew's friend as my mortal. it's a small world indeed!

okay. so now i've gotta fret over what to buy for my CG mortal, the other mortal and angel. and plus what to diy for the individual gifts for the rest. so many stuff to do!! >.<

ANYWAY, get me a flower for that inter-college thing for vday :) heh.

i think i'm really crazy. there's another guy with the same name as #1 and i saw him with specs today- FRAMELESS SPECS. omg. i gotta admit i'm obsessed with guys wearing frameless. and i was just beside him when he walked past me! you knw that kinda cha1 jian1 er2 guo4 scene? OMGOMGOMG.

NEW EYE CANDY :D

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HUANGYI IS A HORNY GIRL.

huangyi:
only see that X arnd everytime. once he even hurt his male instrument hoho
meiqi:
male equipment
huangyi:
INSTRUMENT
huangyi:
they aren't equipped with that !!
huangyi:
imagine going on a war with that as an equipment. oh poor guys!

meiqi:
den may i knw the title of the map
huangyi:
it's actually called MAO ze dong
meiqi:
now who's horny
meiqi:
filled with horny thoughts of MAO-ly things
huangyi:
i'm merely answering your qns (flapping angel wings)
meiqi:
LOOHUANGYI ARHH!
meiqi:
you really very A can
huangyi:
WHAT!
huangyi:
i'm talking geog here okay

see how horny she can get?

L O N G . D A Y

had floorball at 445. so late! i was alr feeling so tired after pe, which ended at 325. sigh. poor me :( anyway did all the basic stuff and matches again. i'm beginning to feel tt my skills suck. like seriously.

it was about 830 when i reached home and i was totally dead beat. but i still accompanied dear huiying on the phone. and she still insisted tt i was being kpoh instead of concerned :/ UNAPPRECIATIVE THING.

i caught a 2-3 sec glance of #1 during floorball just now. ohmygod he just walked past and i was like- ooh! why is he sooo good looking? *melts* too bad i can only watch him from afar. heh. anyway, chew got really high when her eyecandy waved to her just now. and i got high too when i saw serene's one :) hoho.

i want him. i want him for my date on VALENTINES. lol >.< and you knw what, i actually dreamt of him last night! ohmygod! alright back to topic. yeah, you guys shld knw what to get for me! hahah okay. ignore me. i'm feeling alil crazy right now :)

tony sprained his ankle. awwww =/ but he still came.

and yay :) i finished the GP project ppt. but not the report. there's still the damn report!! anyway i'm so looking forward to see chengyew act as a girl. LOL.

PICTURES :D thanks wusuan!

I LOVE 07S202!

8/13 [16/26] of 07S202

credits to chewlong's cam :)

MJC road race :)

atlas got last for the house mascot race [btw, glendon's the mascot for atlas. yeah, he was dressed as a dragon.] but we got 2nd in the overall position. lol. we were so surprised cos we expected like a 4th or sth close. and as expected triton emerged as the champion.

Hear the thunder roar (stomps)
We're here
Stand clear
You better be in fear cause we're the Tritons
Whoo
The Tritons
Whoo
FEAR (clap stompstomp clap)
FEAR (clap stompstomp clap)
FEAR (clap stompstomp clap)
THE TRITONS!

ahhh. i like this cheer, alot :) btw, feel free to amend any error in the cheer.

and ohmygod. i saw #1 alot of times today! i saw him when i was walking to the assembly area. i saw him after the race. i saw him when i was leaving :D i'm a lucky girl.

our cg went to have lunch at downtown east BK after tt. but not everyone was present. err, some was absent, some couldn't make it and some left after lunch. we played pool. eeks i was caught by the auntie for wearing the NAS shorts so jocelyn lent me hers. anyway, i was so noob at it. REALLY noob. after 2 hrs of pool, we went to play arcade. that bishi-bashi-sth game where you have to bang continuously at the red, blue and green buttons was really fun! haha. went to meet huangyi to get the wig and left for whitesands to get the apple juice needed for chem prac at ntuc. combed the whole of tmall and cs with serene for our mortals' present but to no avail :'( it's really difficult to get my mortal's present!!

haha. thankiew for reading the above loooooong para.

anyway, my angel added me online! lol. he/she used the name 'guardian angel' and an unknown email. so cool and fun right? though i knw tt he/she is from my class, the suspense is still there. haha. i love surprises.

the only lectures that i most probably understand are maths and chem.

yay, short day :) went out with my mummy to get cny clothes. but cheeze, i've only bought one dress. and i want more!!

anyway, mjc's going have their own angel and mortal game for vday too (i think so). lol. so nice! imagine #1's my angel. OHMYGOD. i think i'll go mad. too overwhelmed by joy. haha.

great morning. firstly, i saw stars again :) secondly, i had a perfect view of HIM#1 for quite some time. cool. GP was free period cos mrs seng was on mc. PE was nice too. haha after our run, we did some interesting pair games. after school our gp grp stayed back to finish our project. and yeah, chengyew's acting as the bimbotic parishilton-wannabe chiobu. lol he's always full of nonsense ideas can. he even helped the other grp with their plot.

woah, lots of 07S202-rians stay around tamp 800+. so cool :)

Olvls results are most probably released next fri, 9 jan. sigh :( i'm really worried though i don't show it. what if i do worse than prelims and can't stay on in mj? cheeze. i've heard stories bout people scoring 7 for prelims but 17 for their 'O's. scary right?

anyway our cg's playing this sort of angel and mortal system for valentines present exchange. so sweet :)

i'm jealous, again.